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Prying Eyes
03:04
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Welcome home, loneliness
I kept your spot nice and warm
I wondered when you'd return
I didn't mean to call you back
But my eyes pry their way inside places that they should never go
I see things that make my stomach turn
When will I learn I do this to myself?
All my friends are sleeping, so i'm keeping you as company
Loneliness, you're always there for me
I can do this
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St. Lucie
03:44
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Ever since I was a child, I've lived life in the past tense
holding onto every little thing I regret
Never looking forward to the future or the present,
clinging on to words I left unsaid
St. Lucie pull me back into your harbor
so I can change the way I never lived my life
To all my broken lovers, let down brothers,
cast me out into the sea
to start over how I wanna be
See I've been feeling like less of a man, and more of a failure to the ones who raised me
Love was never for someone like me, without ambition or a vision of what I wanna see in the mirror
As I stood there, I caught these other beings staring back at me,
like there was something wrong with my body
I was caught in miscommunication with myself
and as the image blurred, I wasn't sure what I could see
I want to be like them
my God, what is my purpose?
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Free Time
03:47
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I dread free time, cause free time is spent thinking of you
dread free time, cause free time is spent stuck in my head
I spend hours and hours just staring down at my phone
asking questions with answers I know I don't wanna know
I know you think I'm fucking stupid but it's crazy how the mind takes control
you don't know what it's like to be alone
Did you ever think of me when you were on your hands and knees?
Was I ever in your head when you were laying in his bed?
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Montego
04:18
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I drove past your house for the third time this month
I saw the lawn where we sat for three years and fell in love
I still think about the days that we spent in your room with our legs tangled up in the bedsheets
Now our memories are filthy treasures covered in dirt and grime
When I share this space with another, it just doesn't feel right
I'm not angry, I'm more sorry for not holding my worth
If you call me, I'll never fail to be on the other side of the telephone
I'm still waiting
See now my legs won't work and my throat chokes up when I look at old photos of you
When I don't wanna be around, what am I supposed to do?
Today doesn't seem worth it, so I'll just call it a night and go back to bed
I'll close my eyes and fall asleep, and never wake up again
I'm still waiting for things to go back to how they used to be
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New Shore
02:30
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Where have you gone now?
Where are you hiding?
I waited night after night for a sound,
but the sound, it never came
so I set off into the dark
I wander through foggy sleep,
listening for the sound of your voice
across dawnless paths and endless boundries
I drift on cloudy waters
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